I said something really stupid and now I can't take it back.
My friend deliberatly did something to upset me..
My schedule sucks it all like boring and then I have this stupid boring adv English teacher ( who by the way hates me ) and then I have stupid health first quarter it sooooo sucks and get this I so moved from a different country and now i have to face a whole different language and stlye man come on, seriously!
Don't hate. If we need something to get off our chest, to tell our feelings to, your just to immature to understand.
Because of my dad fight they not in understanding after 20 because of my mom uneducated. An about my self idont rite choice in my job. I dont job now.also in love failure
I am a person with bi-polar disorder.Not upset by this,it's a battle but I am winning,meds counseling the whole deal keep me pretty straight.Know of and have had to deal with the stigma applied to those of us diagnosed with mental illnessess.I have also had to deal with the pain from a broken back,herniated discs and recently diagnosed need for bilateral carpal tunnel surgery along with the surgey to relieve pain from what is called thoracic outlet syndrome thought to be the cause of the ulnar neuropathy i experience along both arms.Still not upset by all that,it is what it is.Upset because after having my insurance deny any of the surgical procedures,my regular doctor refuses to administer any pain relief medication due to my having a past suicide attempt.So what is worse? Being in control of bi-polar disorder with the additional use of pain medication or being so miserable and depressed from being in pain that I am not able to keep the bi-polar depression from really getting to me.Seems that a bias is being applied to me because of my mental illness.I am so stuck in the donut whole as far as medical insurance goes that I don't have much choice other then to use pain medication but can't even get the respect from the doctor who is supposed to be interested in my health.Thinkin' he may be more interested in covering his butt than helping me to live a productive and useful life.Never thought being bi-polar would exclude me from needed medical care.
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I do not have anyone to talk to about what I feel. I do not have any friends any more with whom I can spend some good time. I hate all the people who are around me. I feel that its always a competition and they are assessing me.
Always I have lived my life the way people wanted, but I am 30 for God's sake, at least now leave me alone and don't force me what to do and not to do. It's my life too..I have some rights.
I feel so lonely. I can't bear this any more.
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im upset!!!!!!! can't help ava!!!!
but....... i think she will be ok i just need to help her