She gets every guy and I get molested. The world hates me.
my boyfrend keeps doing stuff behind my bak he has done since the dawn of ages. i just feel so numb im always alone he makes a rare appearance and wenever i confront him about anything im always the one in the wrong im so hurt and so upset i want someone to smash him but if hes nt there i dnt hav n e one and he is comfortable as fuck with leaving me and baby alone if he wants to drink and get high. im so alone i kant talk to anyone about this im literaly so upset i hate him im nothing to no one its al everyones fukn game i get acused of bein a game player yet i kant escape becoz everywuns got me in a fukn trap of lies and bakstabbing
I don't have it nearly as bad as most people and I've been trying to keep a positive outlook on things but sometimes I get upset over little things. Lately I've been unable to speak to my friends about these things because they just aren't the person I should speak to about these things. For example I wish I could speak to one of my friends about anther friend of mine who has been very self centered lately. But none of my friends like this friend to begin with so they will only end up saying how much THEY dislike him. Maybe it's selfish of me, because they should be aloud to express their opinions but I'd like it if they'd try to help me through the problem rather than just exploding about their feelings... Am I being selfish? Also me and my friend are becoming Au Pairs (over sea's nannies). My friend was unable to find a family as "quickly" (I found mine after two months) as I did but very suddenly they found a family and have already booked their ticket, using mostly their own money (and some from their parents) and they keep conplaining about how difficult it's been. I want to scream at them because they haven't had to deal with the lack of funds for buying a ticket, getting multiple shots, trying to get a visa (because their country has easy visa regulations while mine doesn't). I know it's mean of me to think like this but it's so upsetting to me because they are always "down" about it and I'm never aloud to be down about it cause that would make us both depressive. It's just made me in a pissy mood because all my friends (except my ex, who I can only speak to about a small range of things because he still likes me and has a big mouth) have been so defensive and up and down lately and when I try to point it out they get very upset and proclaim "I'm not aloud to have a bad day?" But it seems like you have a "bad day" 80% of the time!!! Arg... Any advice?
The Supreme Court passed the gay marriage case....I don't agree with it because it's not right. God made Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve. And this whole world is falling apart and i just know if people just took a little time and prayed a little more, things would get a lot better! And i know so many of you think I'm a crazy Jesus Freak, and perhaps I am. But the stuff I see, it saddens my heart. And I know it saddens God's aswell.
everyone at work views me as worthless. i try talking to people but everyone just ignores me and treat me as if i'm some stupid person who doesn't understand anything. i hate them all!
I just got kneed in the junk by some white kid on the street 5 minutes ago. Man I hate little trouble making white kids these days
:'( I'm sad. Because you people are proper sad for using this!! Freaks!
I hate being single as it really really REALLY sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
I just feel so desperately lonely and rejected.
It's the holidays and although I have family around I feel very alone. I hate the holidays and I hate new years because I never have any plans and don't want to go out anywhere. I'm so upset right now I feel like crying but no tears are coming out.