I hate the expectations that everyone puts on Asian Americans. Though no one talks about it, it's definitely there. I hate the college/scholarship applications. I hate the millions of essays I am expected to write. I hate that I hate the rejection letters I will probably receive despite all of the hard work I've put into these essays. I hate that I have to balance all of this on top of all the other things I have to manage in life. Too many bad feelings, and not enough good ones.