I'm enlisted in the US Navy, I ship out to basic in May. I've been so freakin down lately. I broke up with my girlfriend in August because she was a crazy psycho whore. I haven't had a legitimate relationship yet and it's just so frustrating. I know I shouldn't be complaining. There are people that have it a lot worse. But I just can't help but feel like shit. I want to have the experience of someone I care about feeling the same about me before my life is turned over to the Navy. Sometimes I just want to lock myself away from society. My heart aches.